COMING TO THE END.

When a season is over what do you do?

When time is up for the season of cycles what do you do?

When you have prayed,waited, cried and potted it's now time to go what do you do?

Seriously, I know your questions are like. . wait God are you saying now? Are you saying to trust you when this seems like I am about to loose. Like, I heard you tell me that I will win. You told me that I was going to prosper in this and yet I am failing.

I feel like that song "End of the Road" by Boy II Men.

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The month of March is about to be over, so is this season of your life. Moving in the same cycles and being with the same people IT'S OVER.

God is coming in a new and better direction then before. The hope I have is built on nothing less than Jesus blood and righteousness.

My courage comes from knowing that he will not fail, and he hasn't yet.

Am I scared YES

Do I have some unbelief YES

Do I cry YES

Do I put YES

Do I trust always NO

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Do I wonder if I will have a expected end NO!

*This is Key wherever you are in life at this moment in time that you are reading this, It's because your on time, on schedule. And the only way God can get you to the expected time for manifestation of blessing is for you to walk hand in hand with him in his TIME. Not your own*

To be honest as I write this I want to cry. Why? Because when you ask God for expansion, deliverance and covering for your next season. He literally does it, but it's not the pain free version. It's the "Hold on tight it's about to get rocky version".

In Leviticus Chapter 4-11 There is a series of things that happen. Mosses instructs the people about offerings and laying animals like goats, lambs and rams on the alter. These were presented as sacrifices for their sins, fellowship or burnt offering to the lord. Moses was very detailed about how to prepare for the offering. I read this last-night.

God's question to me was "WILL YOU LAY THIS AT THE ALTER" ?

WOW, Now let me be clear it was will you lay it at the alter and WALK AWAY? I'm crying , saying no Lord I can't because you said that I could have it and I dreamed for it, hoped for it and begged. Can I just have it my way? And the answer is really up to me because he will not repeat himself twice.

Al-tough, this is a painful season. And today I may look better then yesterday. I am still in pain. I will say this, all things are working together for my good. And thank God for those who pray for you in secret for those prayers are what gives you strength each day when you cannot pray for yourself.

This message today isn't about being deep but REAL!

My heart is in this Blog and with you everyday praying that when you read this you will be encouraged to keep fighting. From a girl who is fighting through, just like you and hurts just like you. I am not perfect I weep and I doubt like you but I have to stop in the midst of my own trial to say GOD IS STILL GOOD!

Keep creating, Creator. YOUR SO CLOSE!! WE ARE SO CLOSE TO THE BEST SEASON OF OUR LIVES!